look

I never really heard I was pretty Not from her anyways She made my looks seem like a bad thing That's a weird way to give praise To tell your child not to wear that To tell her to cover up To ask her if she owns real clothes To call her a slut What I wouldn't give to make you smile Instead of shake your head at my dress To hear that I look beautiful Instead of like a mess What if I worked hard to be proud of how I look What if now I hate what I see You've put down my appearance And that has taken a toll on me Just once can't I be a princess Without you telling me to pull it up Or wear something longer Because every word is like a cut And they knife their way so deep So I find someone who likes how I look And I throw myself on him And let my feelings cook I guess I just wish you liked me Mom, you're supposed to be my friend But I won't do this to my kids No the cycle has to end