An apology, is that what you want?
Your deepest desire?
You long standing wish?
I'm sorry ok
I apologize
I'm sorry my body isn't perfect
And I'm sorry I yell when I'm mad
I'm sorry I'm crazy
And I cry when I'm sad
I'm sorry I'm not so strong
And I'm sorry you look down on me
I'm sorry I'm depressing
And I'm not who you want me to be
I'm sorry I'm stupid
And I'm sorry I'm slow
I'm sorry I'm needy
And don't want you to go
I'm sorry I'm emotional
And I'm sorry I'm down
I'm sorry I annoy you
And like having you around
But while we're at it
Turn the mirror back at you
You spit plenty of ugly things at me
But have you self-examined too?
Like would it kill you to just apologize
When obviously I'm down
Nope, gotta keep on kicking me
Pull the tears out of my frown
Or would it be the worst thing
To just be so nice I wasn't mad
And I forgot about the bad things
In a crazy day we had
But instead you point out my flaws
Like I wasn't already aware
Or I don't hate myself enough for them
And you don't seem to care
When I'm shaking with my faith
You just yell and ask me why
When it'd be so much easier
To just reinforce how much you try
Just once be sweet to me
When I'm hurting so damn bad
It doesn't matter if you think it's stupid
It's not you who's feeling sad
Just step back once in a while
And take things from a new stance
There's no need for both to be upset
Just give the high road a chance
