internal conflict

I know I won't sleep tonight So there's no point to even try I've got a million feelings pulsing through my veins And a million thoughts running through my brain I feel my heart trying to break free But that's not what I want for me I want to stay with you my love But my body is scared it'll be too much It'll overload it'll overdose It'll care too much and you'll get too close And I keep telling it that you're the one But my body tries to turn and run It's screaming that I'm in too deep But I say this one I'm going to keep It's getting too real and my bones are shaking I love you too much and my heart is aching I know in my mind that it's always been you But the rest of me doesn't know what to do