I thought you were heaven sent.
After all the time we spent.
And now I can't help to think,
were we a lie?
The whole damn time?
From the start did you plan my slight
demise?
I can't believe you would deceive me
that brutally.
Yet it happened and I can withstand it.
Just knowing a chance to feel as I did
in our prime - despite the crime you
violated me with.
It's enough hope I need to keep going
and move toward a soul that doesn't
carry a sword.
