My heart's not big enough
My skin isn't soft enough
My hair isn't straight enough
I'm not good enough.
I see that and I know that
That's not my biggest fear
It's that one day you'll see that too
And then you won't be here
You'll realize that I'm not so great
You'll turn and then you'll run
I don't know how to be more 'me'
I've never been this close to anyone
I'm scared and I'm shaking
My palms are growing cold
My stupid laugh and same old stories
Must be getting old
You'll put me out like an old cigar
My flame no longer enough
Toss me away with my ashes
After taking one last puff