not enough

My heart's not big enough My skin isn't soft enough My hair isn't straight enough I'm not good enough. I see that and I know that That's not my biggest fear It's that one day you'll see that too And then you won't be here You'll realize that I'm not so great You'll turn and then you'll run I don't know how to be more 'me' I've never been this close to anyone I'm scared and I'm shaking My palms are growing cold My stupid laugh and same old stories Must be getting old You'll put me out like an old cigar My flame no longer enough Toss me away with my ashes After taking one last puff