I went on a journey about 5 years ago.
It started in my naive youth that lead me in a direction for me to burn for years; years of suffering in the depths, until I escaped to live.
They hurt me-I hurt myself.
It was only my perception for I never realized that it was me all along, I was doing the attracting; that lead me to the hell.
There was influence-I hurt myself-and in my youth I couldn't bear to comprehend its values and its effects.
The colors flashed by my face, the beauty never seen in my clouded vision and empty mind that the cloud engulfed as my soul caved in.
I cried in every success and died everyday
as my loved ones did the same
until one day when I woke up from the delirious parade that left me paralyzed with every step, and was a drumbeat away from fatality.
After 5 years of burning in "sins" and "transgressions" I took an extended glance at a force that turned into stare, and with that I broke free from the wires that held me down, the wires that electrocuted the force, and was lifted.
During this time I realized that all of the signs pointed to this but I was in a cult of a system that forced me to look back instead of forward.
This new method is something I have been studying for 5 months now and I have grown more in this 5 months than I did in the 5 years that I was in the rabbit hole of insanity.
I have now assimilated to the stars and the physics of love.
Loving myself was never allowed but I now embrace it and am grateful every day.
My fear of happiness has since subsided and I am grateful everyday, and for everyday.
I love myself and I am powerful,
I have strength and I am strong,
You should go and love yourself too ❤️✨
