Living Missed Beginnings

Will I ever find you?-or, Will you wander time?- Disguised in names, that blind you- From the eternity you comprise... In every word coming to print- I search for hidden signs, That somehow-you, just may exist, A ghost drifting traced lines... Maybe you were just imagined, Derived of passion I've denied. A love kissed-but left abandoned, For the shadows casting it's light... I urge for your emergence, Into reality tick-ing me by. Release all needs, for permanence- For no clock has hands that lie... Here in instants-I'm persisting, In my quest for you-divine. I'm ever living-a missed beginning, So all endings see you survive...