Me thinks too much

An ashen lacked Phoenix, Looms; a caste for deaths quell. Swept by drafts of felt deepness, Moments pass, in finite swells... A sparking firestorm plumes, From a battering cacophony of ice. A muddled mind continues-astute, Into shattered ends-denying their bloom... Abrupt-from reality erupts, The holy grail of instinct. Awestruck, yearning hands thrust- Eager to escape what "me" thinks...