Foolish and deceptive
Of what the true meaning of love might be
Thinking so far ahead of the game that can possibly cross my path
I can't stop and think about forever because who knows how love can effect you
I'm a fool to think and possibly wish I could have someone like you
For myself at least
I'm a Fool to love when there's so many tricks and mind hurdles that go along this pathological description of love
Love is a trick . a game that can play with your emotions each step you take
One step into the lions cave and your done
Even forgotten about
That's the thing about love and it changes you.
Forms you into this person a human being you never recognized before.
This person who isn't meant to fall for someone who gets you nervous or your heart beating at this dysfunctional heart rate
A fool is someone who doesn't quite understand the possible things they do to ruin themselves
I start to understand why I was so grateful to have you
Even if it was just a moment or even a figure of my imagination
Love does something to you, it breaks you. It lifts you up
It gives you someone who you can't help but think about
There all you have for the time being
Holding you tight, my fingers softly touching your hair, your laughter fills the air, your minty breath on my skin
The momentums of you I will always remember
You sang to me the lovely songs of the moments of us together
I thought you were my forever
But oh I was so wrong, why should I love someone when the feelings don't reflect
The feelings I thought we had only go one path when it should be both ways
Us working as one , being the team we use to be
I'm a fool in this game called love
Love is a passion , it's a common ground that is as brutal as a battle field
But love is also as lovely when two people just meeting for the first time and somehow connecting on another level
Love I don't know quite what the meaning of love is in my book at least
Love is complicated and confusing and I'm not sure what it quite is
But I do know it has something that people fuss about
It involves feelings and emotions that go along with the words I dos and I love you
But when the tables turn is everyone meant to fall in love
Are they just suppose
to meet that one person and just click.
They match or they calculate.
That it's like fate they were just meant for each other
It's funny because that never happens in real life
Maybe in fairytales you know with beauty and beast
But people especially me , love is a joke
It's something I've never experienced
Maybe I don't even want to touch it or even feel it or have it
I don't want the feels the blessings that love has to offer me
Not if it hurts me breaks me and takes everything I have
No not ever
Value is what I have
As long as I have some confidence some control
In myself my life
I'll be fine.
Love is such a fools game
It's like loosing it's no more lonely Friday nights
You have two people to think about now
Do you really want that.
Being with someone that bad
Do you need them that badly
Is it worth it
Being Afraid of something so powerful
That's what love is its powerful
It can become a mess with a matter of seconds
A mass murder to your heart
Love is a loosing game there's no right or wrong
There's heartache and tears
But does anyone really need that pain
No they don't
But love can possibly be there happiness
Our joy
Kindly enough it can
But is love meant for everyone ?
It can be but falling in love isn't a choice
It just happens
It happens and you go along with it
Because that's just the thing you do
You go along with all of the things associated with that love thing
That love thing being the thing that
Somewhat makes your life
Okay is a sense
The sense that everything's finally in order again
A lined
Once again
