Nobody deserves to be a second choice... you deserve to be a priority... moving on and letting go might sound the most difficult thing to do... but it's a choice, a difficult one...
If only you think of yourself for once, look at what you are really worth... Look around you.. You enlighten so many lives... People around you are full of smiles... So many achievements... Be proud of yourself and of who you became... You deserve much more than you think...
Your loyalty, your honesty, your values and your passion are not in your favor today as you are fighting alone in a selfish, self centric and disturbed environment... One cannot win all their battles, it's ok... At least you tried, you tried hard... It's enough now...
Do not turn the page, do not close the chapter, throw the fucking book!