she always been he

She made me crazy when I try talk to her. She not perfect I'm not perfect either he also not perfect either. I still loved him I used think about I how much I loved him. She never stayed here with me she came in out in my life she played me I don't hear from her very long it sad but it what it is though. She never made me laugh she always made me sad to the point I want to cry when I talked to her. I didn't hold her back from what she wanted in her life. I missed the way he used to make me laugh so hard till I started crying. She makes mistakes in her life she had hard past with good times like everyone else. She never told me about her life with me she also never told me about her mistakes in her life. He used to told me about mistakes in his past he used to talking to me. Now days I don't hear from him at all sad face. I can only think about the way things used to be with him and me in my mind now days. The way we used to talk each other. I miss him everyday I still love him today I won't say that out loud he doesn't love me back. I love him just the way who he is. I wish i could give him everything of me to him. I wish I could be everything to him as he is to me. I gave her everything of me I gave up On being together with her there's no point with her and me. She dose her and only her she still dose her still now today. I don't know if he still thinking about me most time now days. He never gave all himself to me he always give all himself to anther women all the time who is not me. I use to think about her sometimes. She use to tell me she think about me lot I don't know if she was true to me or not. She pulled herself way from me long time ago. I did gave my heart both them they both broke my heart at the same time. They both didn't care about my feelings for them so they hurt my heart.