September and its here
As years has pass by
Nobody remembers and happiness has disappear
Some date to celebrate, so much confused to apply
Each year it comes and goes
And with each year it gets empty and lone
Each year I wish for something but those wishes never shows
And as year pass by, I have turned to blue and alone
They say its my special day
But its not in my control
Each year I grow old and empty, so how could I be okay
Body turned to grey and dark blue is my soul
Life is a drama in court and I am always in trial
Everything seems fake, how could True Me I could show
All the thank you and the fake smile
Is just like black and white rainbow
And it doesn’t seems like my birthday today
Cause I stopped celebrating long ago
Loved ones treat me like nobody each day
So how could it be special and pleasure day to show
But still Happy Birthday to Me
Only wish I have is to leave this masked place for somewhere to flee!
