Waking up thinking about gulping down that Jack Daniels I got in the freezer
Working long hours at work, on lunch at McDonald's chewing down their teasers
Dealing with the stress of stressed customers on my phone line
Arguing with me about cable bills they can't pay anymore, messing up my phone grind
I can't wait to drink down this liquor
I sit back and get lit Bruh
I'm feeling right on time
I'm no good when it comes to smoking weed sometime
But that won't stop me from paying a dub for that dime
And I like to fuck with the tequila
My wife, she loves her wine and one day I'd like to take her to a cantina
I just want to get lost in our sofa
With my wife right next to me getting lit off mimosas
My day causes me to want this fade
Working out this paycheck on what bills this month that's got to get paid
My daughter wants what the commercials show on tv
Or she's probably excited about a new movie in theaters she wants to see
My wife is looking to travel and make moves across the United States
That's when I wish I could have the kind of money for it what it takes
For me not to be drifting off in this 'forbidden' land
Cause when I do I seem to always drift and be forgetting man
I put all my troubles and stressors in the empty bottles
And then speed off on my influence like it's gone full throttle
I'm just being honest and truthfully I barely need the whole bottle
What a role model, right
It's only temporary
I'm not like this all the time
I'm not always looking into the front end of a bottles bottom trying to find answers
I feel like I don't have questions that need answered
Just want to be numb sometime
If I could get faded and remember me, before I'm stressed, me, at this moment in time
I don't have to think about how my day didn't go like I wanted
Pressured to make sales at work and arguing with women & grown men
Figuring out the little things like what's the move for dinner
Because we didn't grocery shop in a couple weeks and the fridge is looking thinner
Then me and my wife in therapy just trying to figure
Out where we went wrong
And working to fix our issues, relaying our foundation to keep our marriage strong
I deserve this bottle or at least a few cups
I mean I'm no alcoholic, throwing back shots to wake up in the morning like I got hit by some truck
Or smoking out my mind like a fiend who's corrupt
I don't want to fade on a mental thought cause I need something I can touch
I'm enjoying Life as it's going, just not trying to think too much
