I'm Not Perfect

I see life in a image of picture perfect, The dark knife surrounds my entire life right now, I loose sight of what truly matters, The art work of Picasso is truly a masterpiece of beauty, I been a fool, I lost myself in the ocean deep, Nothing in my life is going my way, I stay with silence, and cry in tears, I have come to fear my life, Nobody could get close to me, I shut myself truly down, Before I was a cool dude, Right now I have a complete sad attitude, I have become rude, and nasty, What has become of my entire life? I Am Lost, Lost in the twilight zone of my own imagination, I must confess, I make so many mistakes, I'm Not Perfect,