This is it

So this is it? The new house with a picket fence The perfect job and pretense And a wife commenting on the contents of my daily drink The constant nonsence empty conflict So this is it? The days in and out with doubt Just following the typical golden route Creating the memories with ephemoral calamities And oh the train on plain rails that makes our veins So this is it? I am dead alive without split ends Like my mind mends by following trends This is fucking it, Im the misfit omited The bland inspid contagion feeling rage again. This is fucking it