Bipolar

Is this a dream A false wall in life Waiting for me me crash into a fake tunnel Or is my tunnel just the dream Stumbling through fake walls As I see the challenges and struggles pass Each one breaking or breaking me Each one a painting of me or the world Either way it's paint, my eyes are paint I'll love it, then hate it, then feel indifferent Either way it's just paint And how beautiful the canvass is God has given us the reason To appear as an emotion and feel For that split moment, we are true, we are more than God We live all our life for that one moment, for existential only to be removed You know, I love you And I'll miss this moment Tomorrow I may hate you