My last word

I tricked her as I tripped her in and out of that picture frame. Speaking all with lies, deceit. I'm trading a story for promises. Im killing myself. I'm doing it. Slowly but surely I'll make sure I die the most painful death. The one i paid for in lies. So let me chug the trading tears. Weird, it tastes like vodka...so god damn smooth. I'm sorry what was I saying?