Crickets of reality

Do you know the taste of low life? The tongueful grasp of a selfish empathy? It has no taste...it's senseless Yet somehow I know it I taste the crickets crawling in my throat The chirping of silence creeping The perching of nothing but my mind splitting, my reality parting I have feet in...idk what? Reality? A grasp on a group of friendly realities? "I think therefore I am" is not enough I feel therefore I need, but what It isn't knowledge, its reality I need to feel reality, but I can't I can only feel selfish anonymity