13 years

The aching beating organ is within me. Sometimes all I know is suffering. I cannot seem to stop my splashing raining of tears. All I know is suffering. Is it sad that the ways I felt were nothing to anyone for a while? Captured by the thoughts that I thought were true about me. The vicious mind has tried to take over me. Is it sad that the ways I felt were nothing to anyone for a while? When I was 13 years old, I felt like nothing had been potential for me having a spiritual mastered mind. When I was 13 years old.