Me

I have a dream My head has turned to cream What happened to myself I think my brain has turned to mush I used to be normal But I am in turmoil They tell me to look back But when I do I get smacked Why is this ghost haunting me Ghosts run like blood through my veins They say don't believe in ghosts I see shadows that reminds me of a host The host is taking over my body When will I be destroyed because of that hot toddy They say normal Why so hormonal I hate that lunatic Going to blow up like a tick Are you going to kill yourself, they ask No Stan I don't have a plan for I wear a mask Masks are comfortable to me Because no one knows the pain I see This crazy s--t must end Before I yell you win Every day I wake up at 3:05 That's when the crazies begin