By The Window!

I sit by window all day 
Wonder about the yellow sun far away 

I try to count the stars all night
 Twinkling blur, fades’ away the light

 I dream about the fresh air in the wood
 High walls block me from going there for good 

Anxiety kills the sleep from these two eyes
 Hollow sight in the swollen eyes it lies 

I lie in the bed with eyes open
 And the mind circles round, with thought half broken 

I sit by the laptop in front
 Scrolling the media, depression starts to hunt

 I am a prisoner of my own life
 Balancing myself on the sharpest edge of knife 

I wonder about the love sometime
 And heart tells me, “I am a music without the lyrics and the rhyme.” 

I sit by the window all day
 Suffocation kills me, with empty thoughts that mind usually play

 How lonely it feels between these four walls and a close door
And the thought strikes me,”Its already enough to ask for more.” 

I sit by the window all day 
Wonder about the blue sky far away!