A poet, that's stupid

Frantically Desiring,  Something To trust.  Recklessly transpiring, Perfecting disgust.  Sheepishly refuting, My heart has a leak.  Intentionally diluting, Avoiding what I seek.  Violently repressing, The leaky dam in my eyes. Protectively Caressing, Flawless and shameless lies. Proudly annihilating, I've become obsolete. Clamorously dilating, Until I accept defeat. Time is numberless, Wandering in this daze.  Rest is slumberless, Wrapped in this haze. Pervasive and dreary, Potent and putrid. Face it, I'm just merely, A poet and that's stupid.