When there was a rain, with dark cloud around
They made me close my eyes, keeping me away to the lonely town
I wanted to fly high in that far away blue sky
They painted the ceiling blue and my life, full of lie
When I had anxiety and was low on self-esteem
They encourage me to be deaf, even for my own scream
When I felt in love with her
She gave me two days of fake happiness and rest was all blur
All the hopes and dreams, that I ever saw
People around made me think, all was out of law
Never I had ever, allowed to have fun and joy
I am a living-death, with no emotion like decoy
This is the only reason I cut away people from my life
Cause each and every one in the past, held me in the sharp edge of knife
That’s why I am happy in my own term, away from rest, in my own lonely land
That’s why I am not letting you in my life, I hope you understand!