This trip down the river of wasted time, daunting the waters of calm and testing the waves of sanity's thin line.
Not really knowing who I am anymore, I Praying to God for the strength to endure.
How did we get here? I can't take anymore!
The darkness surrounds me and deadbolts the doors!
I know what it takes, I've tried so hard.
But how can I do you if I can't do me anymore!
I'm kicking and stomping and calling for help but not a sole is listening and I'm all alone in this war.
The walls started shaking a long time ago.
When the roof came crashing not so much as a hand, you just yelled and you screamed cause you have bigger plans.
It's dark and it's cold in this place that I've been, and damnit the rain just keeps pouring in.
Waters too deep to fight anymore.
I tried and I tried but there's just no use anymore.
I see all you're faces rush through my mind.
I'm reaching to grasp just a few minutes of time
But it's not in the cards, we're just or of time.
Gagging on water there's nowhere to go.
God I'm so sorry, where do I begin.
Oh please forgive me the mountains of sin.
Please spare my soul.
Please take me with you, don't leave me alone.
There's no light in sight
there's none to hold
I know that it's done
thought I had time to repent for my sin's and beg for my soul.
Don't know where I'll go but I know where I been.
Wasting my time
Drowning in sin
I love them so much
But I don't think they know
How much i would change
I could have done better now they're all alone.
The tears that I've cried out of worry for them.
I gave them my life and I'd do it again
Just wasnt enough thought I gave them my all
To busy worrying not shoot I can't change
I spent so much time banging my head on a wall
I didn't deserve them at all.
Just wish I could be there longer for them.
Id go back and make it all about them.
And we'd put those wall back together again.
If they settled and shook and came crashing in
We'd pick up the pieces, hammer and nails
We could still be together had we built those walls up over and over again and again.
