is it fair that the only person I want is you
And the only person you want is her
i left, for my own good and a little by force
I realized my self worth
but lookin back I deserved this pain
the more I moved on
the slower time moved
every second we were together it was the trees, the nature, the sunshine I felt
flowing thru my veins, into my arteries, into my throbbing heart
and I know it made you feel some type of way
but it hurts knowing I was never gonna be enough for you
no matter how much I wanted to be
the more I lost you
the more my genuine happiness dripped and drained out of my hopeless body
the less we texted each other
the less motivation I had to even look at pictures of you
time sits still for me, like a slow pond
you made a once thriving flourishing garden into a lifeless puddle
everyday is the same
but you will always be perfect to me
