It comes out of nowhere even when things are good.
You get overwhelmed and feel misunderstood.
The panic begins and now you can't move, fear takes over and you can't leave your room.
Consumed by secrets you held in for years, could be the reason you won't face your fears.
Your head starts to spin and your heart beats too fast, you just want to run from your horrible past.
As bad as you want to just give up on life, you know that you can't so you just sit and cry.
You shut yourself for such a long time, that no one even noticed the pain in your eyes.
Now all of the sudden your whole life's a mess, so you add to your wall and just stay depressed.
You slowly pushed away the ones you loved, not even noticing till they were just gave up.
Is this the way you imagined your life?
All alone, not a person in sight....
Well if you didn't its too late now, you made your bed and its time to lay down.
No one is perfect and most understand, you're story's not over, its about to begin.
Written by:
HeatherNoel