The anxieties of a writers dream

I sit in a room Surrounded by papers And steel letters Attached to a silver typewriter And no one knows I am in there Except the squirrels In the front yard The people of average intelligence tell me Writing is a lonely place Of emotions and ideas Hiding in the mind of a genius And sometimes I wonder When the three little men In the white coats will arrive It’s all a matter of discretionary anxieties For the newspapers And the black and white images On the television Shades down Front door bell disconnected Phone off the hook Isolation breeds like prisoners In a world war two nightmare Beer cans and wine bottles Line the table Like soldiers in a battlefield of death Anxieties run through me Like a women Getting an abortion In an unqualified doctor’s office The scalpel tears open life at the seams And kills the creation of truth And no one cares Except the writer My cat looks at me from across the room I can tell He thinks I’m crazy Maybe I am 3 a.m. whores come and go Like the blue wind In the cavernous grotto of my mind Fuck the world With their propaganda And their embryonic lies of manipulation Deceit runs deep in the city streets Dark and covered up by the aggressors The world is finished Its over And nothing else matters Except the next Fucking Poem.. Ken Riccio original poems ©