I love your smile and the way you make me smile . I love the way you walk talk and laugh. I just love everything about you inside and out . You make me feel so special and lucky . ' I love you ' it's not enough to describe my feelings for you . When I look into your pretty brown eyes . I just drift off in them about you .. Sometimes I never did understand how you put up with me , but I am glad that you did .. Things I wished I have shared with you more openly ... Like how I love you every second of the day . I cried over you twice not because I'm in pain ,but I feel so blessed And second realizing I've made the biggest mistake of letting that blessing go... That I just couldn't hide the emotions. You never for a second stop being on my mind every moment. It's like If I had to have a special someone you would be that person to me . I mean just like at you ... You're the most beautiful amazing girl I've ever seen . Ever since you came cross my path.. I know I say this every time and more , but I don't care cause knowing it's my honest feelings about you that's all that matters to me .. That's just how it's gone be ... Because you deserve every word and more ... At that every word I'm saying is truthfully spoken ... Also I think about some of our late night talks on the phone we did have ... Lol , I think you felled asleep on me twice ... I promise you I remember this like it was yesterday and will never forget it ... I was skateboarding or something.. And all of sudden you came either behind or beside me ... So we talked for a little bit .. Then I asked you do you wanna walk ... We stopped by the sign ... And you said you like me .. So I made you my girlfriend and kissed you ... It was on March 2nd , I forgot the year tho ... You also gave me a paper written with things you like on the top .. And a little poem down on the bottom and a heart with our first initial I think ... I kept hold of that paper like it was something special to me ... Or how about this , that big ole lie you know made on Facebook ... You literally was crying ... Because you didn't want me to get trouble ... That moment shook me the wrong way .. Hearing you cry really made me mad ... I hate to hear even see you cry ... But shocked me by surprise... I actually didn't know you cared that much ... Then it was our first Valentine... I was so nervous... I didn't know what to get you , but I pulled it off tho ... With one real rose , one fake one ,some Hershey kisses candy , A card with a poem I wrote , And a little pink and black puppy thingy ... I was determined and confident that I made your day .... This , more and all is why I was a thankfully lucky for someone like you ... Sounding like I miss this ? You can bet my ass I do man ... I'm not gonna lie we had our good and bad , but them bad was the best of them all cause it strengthen us thru for the good ones .... Even when we was or wasn't together nothing never left just remained the same ... Like for the first time I actually saw you cry in person .... Now that's when I went blank ... like seeing a reaction to something that catches you by surprise... that literally thru me way off guard ... I just tried to hold you and you just said "Let Go Me !! " " Let Me Go !! " so I let you go ... I give you my word all I wanted to do was hold you tight letting out your tears in my arms ... I actually got on the phone and start crying ... That moment really struck lightning for me... One thing I couldn't do is say all of this and some to you ... It was like I would just hide my emotions like I was scared or something , even tho I wasn't .... But all this gone catch your eye's one day by that keep this in mind ... You was always the sunshine to my rainy days .....
