Blinded by ignorance My eyes glued shut,
I had lost everything dear to me So I chose dope as my crutch.
The pain unreal, intense, and growing,
So I picked up the pipe , said “fuck it”
I’m smoking.
Days went by but tiresome I wasn’t
Felt on top of the world
Unstoppable I kept running.
Days turned to weeks,
Weeks turned to months
Next thing I realize,
3 years had passed me in a blink of an eye.
But Before I could realize completely that I had fucked up my life
I had found myself alone, on the sidewalk one night,
Completely alone, no you don’t understand,
I spent Christmas with no one,
no one called or dm’d.
Absolutely nothing I had
God it hurt so fucking bad,
I had no where to go so on a stairwell I slept,
I felt entirely alone
I always thought that the dope was my only best friend,
Until the problem I was running from was all I had in the end,
The dope took everything and left me for dead,
People I thought were friends were only leeches instead,
So my eyes no longer blinded by ignorance,
The glue was pulled away now I see the sun finally shining
A deep breath of relief as I for the first time in awhile,
Take a deep look and finally smile
