I wake up
I get out of bed
These songs keep playing,
on repeat in my head
I sit in my seat
I write stories,
create poems,
pray to this day.
I pray to be as happy
as I was yesterday
God please.
God please lead me
to happiness
without anxiety
God I pray to be as happy
as I was yesterday
When this was all over
God please
The music
The story
The quote
It's all bigger then I could ever be
I listen to the song,
I start to relate.
I read the story, I begin to debate.
I find the quote about faith, I can't help but to escalate.
My emotions start to take over
I don't know what to think,
I don't know how I feel,
I feel confused.
I pray for years
Nothing.
I pray over and over
Nothing.
They say don't judge
Because you have no idea
what it feels like
to walk the storm I'm walking
The storm God has asked me
to walk through
And I politely,
but hesitantly,
agreed.
Anxiety: give me a break
God please give me a break
