And you left me
with no other choice
but to find you
in every new lover
You left a hole
big enough for
my body to fill
so I could fit our memouries
in the back of my thoughts
and I go back each time
I remember you
Too bad the sky is always blue
this time of year
I hold that colour hostage
and pretend it belongs to only us
Because it’s strange coincidence
that everything about you
it would be centered around blue
Your car
Your hoodie
The koi pendant
Your boxers
It’s not even your favourite colour
and honestly
I don’t remember which colour you liked
But everything around here
is still so blue
And when I look
at a pretty blue sky
I always whisper
to the clouds and wish
your health and happiness
And than
I go back to me
I hold on to the only thing
you left me to be
Blue
