𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹ℯ ℴ𝓊𝓉

have I lost myself? I got lost on the way I’m forgiving and kind Yet I’m easily betrayed I think I care to much Sometimes not at all If I’m being everybody’s pillow Whose gonna catch ME when I fall? Whose gonna be by my side and ask if I’m okay? Or if everything’s alright? Or hey how is YOUR day? Whose gonna hold me tight when my life is a mess... I cry daily in my bathroom I wouldn’t necessarily call myself depressed i wouldn’t say I want my life to end I’m so grateful for a new day For my family and friends. I appreciate them in every way. I’m grateful for all I have Thankful I get to live But why do I feel like I don’t deserve it Why am I so hard on myself for the things I did I want to be happy On the outside it’s what I show On the inside it’s really dark I’m lost and have no place to go I’m afraid and I’m alone I’m battling my head and heart The things that don’t bother normal people is what’s tearing me apart The thing is that I feel myself falling apart a little at a time I can’t even socialize properly But they all think it’s in my mind They think I can just snap my fingers and it would all just go away I’m trying really hard But the pain is here to stay