I’ll never be good enough
I am a failure of a human being
This shit hits me, it’s rough
The poison is being me
Try to act all tough
Ha, that’s a lie I guarantee
I’m sick I’m tired of being me
Putting on a show like one, two, three
I’m a polluted river acting like a sea
Faking alive but really a mortuary
I feel like everybody’s my enemy
I feel like they’re after me
To make me bleed
To make this failure history
The hate I have for myself is suffocating
Watch everybody start relating
Nobody knows what it’s like to be a heathen
Nobody knows what it’s like to be uneven
My patience will start depleting
For what? I can’t find the reason
What, I can’t hear you
What’d you say
You said you understand me
Ha, not a chance
I’m sick in the head
Full of burning hatred
Do you hear that?
That’s what’s been unsaid.
Stored behind a damn
thoughts trying to move ahead
Me holding them back
Over working every muscle
Slow to think quick to act
They don’t know the struggle
They’ll never know
