Used to sleep with my lights on
Cause of fear of my demons
Used to check what time it was
To know when I was leavin
Used to pinch myself
To make sure I wasn’t dreamin
Still running nowhere
My Chest still heaving
Cause I’m stuck to this noose
And I’m screaming
Red stains everywhere
I’m still bleeding
Prints in the dirt
The devil still leading
All These emotions
A brutal beating
My Feet burning and bruised
From scraping the ground
Alone and used
A terrible sound
Hoping someone will come
But know ones around
They’re all clueless
To this rabid hound
They’re living their lives
While I’m still bound
They’re still talking to me
My head still pounds
Water rising up
Making sure I’ll drown
It’s funny to me
How people don’t care bout what they’re doing to me
If they just open their eyes
It’s clear to see
It’s clear to me
They don’t even care
that I’m down on my knees
They tell me to get up
Off my knees
the qThen get on theirs
And then cry to me
How’s that make sense
I know that y’all got a lot more sense
Acting like stupidity is your only defense
It’s just so intense
All these events
I just can’t stand this hypocrisy
Y’all stand for it
This dishonesty
It’s all shit
Honestly
It’s barbaric
Y’all so fucking dramatic
So when I snap
Y’all better move quick
I might get a little graphic
Might be problematic
Acting like your systematic
I’ma be Semi automatic
Sick of your antics
I’ll sink you like the titanic
Sorry
Don’t mean to be so aggressive
Just hope y’all learn a lesson
Always pestering
It’s not your capacity I question
But your comprehension
Of the problem I’m addressing
