Oh how I wish you were here
Only then would I have less to fear
Never the less it’s made me stronger
But sometimes your absence makes my day longer
A dream is a wish your heart makes
And of course it’s not something people fake
If only I could remember my dreams
I could figure out what all of this means
My life is okay and I’m not complaining
But it would be better if you’re the one explaining
They say you live on in our hearts
But remembering hurts like a target in a game of darts
There’s an ache inside of me
I’m waiting for the day I’ll be set free
Free from the pain and feeling numb
But I know that day will never come
There will always be a void that can never be filled
But I always go back to the same drill
Let myself loose, smile, and breathe
Focus on things that I know will never leave
It’s okay to feel lost and unsure
Brace yourself, you’ve got more to endure
You will get through this one step at a time
Embrace it all. It’s a gift. It’s a sign.
Learn to trust and live through love
And the damage will meet peace, my dove.
