I was all alone,
Expected a shoulder to lean on,
But you were never there
I tried many methods to over come it,
Expected a solution for my trauma,
But they never really worked
My heart was bursting out,
Expected a hand to wipe my tears,
But my pain was left unnoticed
I wished not to give up,
Expected someone could help me out,
But my loneliness was never heard
When everything turned out hell,
And I no longer had strength to deal with,
I helped myself surrendering to it
Finally realised death made my voice hear
When my existence with depression hasn’t
Self destruction might not be correct decision
Though I tried hard to resist
I could no longer help myself
I might have lost battle of life
But I could breath in peace now
As I longer belong to world
With fake concerns and masked emotions....
—Yeshasri chennagouni
