Toying with my emotions

Some people put up a mask, Others let everyone see If I put on a mask, it shatters every time I see you Tell me, Is it fun to see me cry, Or do you simply like the satisfaction, The power you get from toying with my emotions I don’t need you in my life, Yet I can’t leave you I know it’s best if I leave you behind, But my mind wonders back, What if I had let you go further? Would you have kept me then?