Depression is a serial killer... Unstoppable...relentless... It feeds off one bad thing till u have day dreams about your past things that happen that u worked so hard to block...depression... Treats you the WORST it knows your deepest secret it tricks your mind to do things to stop the pain... Depression I worked so hard to form this smile I put on this mask I wear when the door closes and theres no.one to talk to I can feel the walls closing I can hear people telling me I'm a failure I'll never be loved depression screams yelling telling u that your worthless... Trapped in a maze that I help build but what happens when u lose control what happens when u forget who u were u forget smiling u forget... Breathing...I just wanna be half way happy at least I feel useless I feel like ending it would make.everyone happy I can see the.smiles.now is what depression makes u feel like...let me numb the pain one hit 2 hit...30hits...now I'm in the corner alone crying just a body walking around this world...this is what people that have depression got through EVERYDAY...don't just read the post or just comment check on your friends even if they push away BC one day u can wake up to them being GONE...
