The darkness is here to stay
I have no place else to go
You treat me like Iβm less than nothing
Say you love me but it does not show
The hurt I hold inside
The trauma and the fear
Physically Iβm present
Mentally I am not here
All I could do is scream and cry
Iβll never be enough
Did we rush into this too fast?
The first two years of marriage was fucking rough
Weβre young
n so naive
Weβre slowly falling apart
My dad always taught me I have to be strong for myself
n not to care about the things that are far from the heart.