What has happened to my life?
I can’t seem to get it together.
I keep trying to get back right
Storm’s are getting harder to weather.
Working an honest living
At over 40 hours a week
Still never seem to be enough..
I still can’t make-ends-meet.
All I want to do is make
Mom and Dad proud
But I just feel stuck
Wondering how...
Can I better myself but
I’m trying to figure out
What the next step is
And I’m feeling hopeless...
Since I’m hopeless
I start to think
What will happen if I break?
And go back to my old ways..
Running drugs, running guns, cleaning scenes, and stealing cars...
I used to make money by the weight...
And though I hated my life day by day
I was always straight.
So now I’m considering again
Being a cynical criminal all over again
Until my end.