I feel down, and depressed once again,
When will I feel profound happiness,
Only time will tell,
I do not have a dime to my name,
I can not be tamed,
I am full of anger, and aggression,
Depression surrounds my entire life,
The dark knife is in my life once again,
My wife left me for good,
Sometimes I am truly misunderstood,
I am confused about the meaning of life, and what is my true purpose,
I am lost for words,
Every time I am bad, I just eat everything in sight,
I give into all the negative influences, and beat myself up,
I must shut the hell up,
Negativity will never influence me ever again,
I must create a new positive momentum which only grows more, and more,
All the times, I am sad, and truly depressed, I constantly beat myself up, and full of rage,
I feel like a wild animal trapped in a steel cage,
I feel like Mike Tyson knocked me out,
I must shout out loud with a rebel yell,
Why am I like this,
What is truly wrong with me,
I long for true love once again,
My life is truly a mere nightmare,
I truly fear life too,
I use to be way cool, and chilling,
I am just a fool,
I Constantly Beat Myself Up,
