Whilst I lay underneath the safety of my blanket ;the color of blackberries, my blood starts boiling over from dreadful thoughts circling my mind. I start to close my eyes.Tighter! Tighter! Ultimately trying to convince myself my mind was like a tv I could control with a press of a button. Yet, I was unable to reach the blank; calm mind I so desired. The only option left was to carry out undying faith that my troubled mind would find peace on such a wondrous night and so... I did. Although,Whether peace was ever truly found I cannot say.