Waking wrong footed

An angel is crossing, The skies with a book; A river sings “morning”, When I’m still with you. You left me starving, You planted the blues; But here’s the morning, Unveiling what’s new. I gave birth to something, I was lit by you; Never thought would matter, Bloody rain you poured. Someone’s watching my misery, It’s a winged being but not you; Her light hovers on the ceiling, What a morning I accrued! Did I dream or had a nightmare? Where was I when you switched moods? Now it’s morning and I’m lonely, I can’t stand straight or move.