I wrote it down and burnt the pages
I felt everything anyone could ever feel
My chest burnt when you tasted like her
I was falling black into blue and back again
There is no bottom to this feeling
I spin around and my eyes go
All I see is you
You see her and another
You see everyone
Our sex was empty because we were
Our kiss was lustless
Yet my heart still wept at the sight of you
I thought we would be undying
So I threw you into the abyss
Not knowing in my absence you would find another
A daily comparison of every line
Indulging myself in every heart breaking whim
I yearned for you
You cut me so deep
But it was me who made you take up the knife
Wounds healed by the sea
I stitched myself back up
But the scar stayed
Now I see you standing in front of me
Will I risk another scar
For the chance to swim in that swimming pool
Your pool so different from others
The water so muddy
The mud soothed my sores
Perhaps I am too late
Perhaps your pool is closed
Will you let me pay my fine for a final dip
An eternal dip that is not a dip
But a submersion
A submersion of all I have
I will surrender to you
Surrender to your irrational life
Your erratic soul
It would be my honour
Will you have me
