*after easter

⨀ for fifty days i fasted, knowing no-thing, save the retching of my own flesh, save the pit of my own stomach. * for your arrival safely we sold our cattle, fashioned a festival our first kiss –a first sip of wine on the day break of Pentecost, at last my fast was over. * we fashioned circles of precious metals and strung them around each other’s vena amori, declared forever in a vacuum proclaimed endurance upon the coming event horizon of time itself. * space swells with the ancient ruins of men and women who shed tears tracing the constellation trails from one end of an ocean to another filling the void of voiceless oceans with metaphoric rapture and appetite for adventure. * Charles, the smell of desert sand swims firmly between your pores, your body warm as the land cut like mountains between your biceps where my head lays basking in the moments you are here. * how i adore you so. * proclaim eternity enter matrimony – eyes wide open place his heart upon a pedestal let no slanderous word nor malicious canticle seduce his woefully mortal heart. * roots and petals of calendula poultice to quell the spasms you take me in my blood and i take you in my arms when the nightmares hurt worse than the back pain. * you remind me that even in the winter the carmine-colored cardinal coos and whistles, awakens the trees and fills the cold world with sweet song. * i’m unraveled in your high collar, blue and burned in a freak fire, raptured by the desert nothing is forever, we know, yet everything is possible. * there is no going back. * on this river of time except maybe we’ll escape the event horizon burn as radiation about the black hole’s radio halo. * dying light is a subjective notion when you limit every poetic persuasion to the limits of the human eye. * we weave honey, orange citrus, & marmalade into spacetime tapestry, devote each second as the present is our own reward the art of being in love, the pleasure of being alive. * the future is a metaphor – as in calling the ocean endless naming riptides undertow we: new and other molecules blur into water, two bodies one brackish soul. -six pm