My body refuses
Telling me your not that one
I wanted it so bad
It felt so wrong
We were so rigid like stone intertwined
I was bound to you
And to get free I had to break
So many pieces now
Sporadically I lay across the floor
I remember looking into the mirror
Legs parted like the Red Sea
And just like the parched sandy floor
Dry
Your image above me
I crawled into my mind
Demons under the bed came out at the spectacle
The same feelings as if it was the old events repeated
A Phantom clock counting down
Waiting until I can stop without offence
I wanted it to be you
It all floods back to me now
Consumed by vulgar memories
Every reason of your dismissal
Yet here I wait
Patient on your return
A ghost coming back to haunt me one last time
