Spice me up with the flavors in the taste of a tongue speaking lies I’ve already scolded. Clench my teeth as I let you lead me on, lead me to a place
Filled with all the things I promised to never become. Their faces painted on a canvas their parents never got to see, too invested in themselves stuck in a looking For love mentality. Their cries drowned out with the stigma that is printed in the press, no man with a signal in the night, no S on my chest but I’ll do my best to never let you surrender to the wilting desire that drives you to do things unmentionable the untold stories of an addict addicted to being
Addicted to something. I’ll drag your name through holy water trying to preserve any godly tendencies the blood in your veins pump into the heart of a man I only wanted to love. You run circles around me, picking up speed as you pick up the dust
That never settle around this body of mine.
Always running from things that might be good for me right into the souls of men that never were meant to look after mine. Their minds bewildered, my taste never lavish.
You were Never meant to lead me to a home i forgot I established. Your black eyes should have been red flags but I could only throw down a white flag of surrender as your lips stole my intuition and your touch my breath. I only can seem to drop to my knees to worship the darkness hanging over my head and sometimes I get the overwhelming urge to beg for forgiveness. hands together kneeled at the bottom of a little Boys bed. He whispers names of every friend turned family we make. Praying for angels to watch over the demons he’s learn to love and need safe. I pray that I survive to make it past today. You watch us cautiously hoping we don’t wish your existence away. Your aware of your control and it gives you power over pleasure.
