I have climbed mountains in my life,climbed to the highest peak.
Battling the Demond’s hold ,yearning for A purpose is what I had to seek.
I lost and I struggled to get a grip and climb out.leaving the past behind not to sting it about.
Finding that inner will that was unknown,the one I carried inside my inner being...
Finding what I did not know was there,and it felt so freeing.
Building,shaping,molding,a life that had many Gifts to give to me.
Proud of whom I found the person inside whom I always wanted to be.
In an instant I find myself to be slipping away from that strength I had found.
Feeling as if I’m all alone and everyone is still around.
Aching for a loving touch,a soft whisper,that
Seemed so far when very near.
Finding myself slipping into the biggest thing I fear.
Maybe it will help me and maybe it won’t,but here i go again having to face it all.
I feel like Iv jumped with out knowing how far the fall!!
I will surly catch myself when I find the right place to stop,
The reason will set me free and I’ll be back on top.
There’s a void inside that I can’t explain rite now,
But with all that iam I’ll figure it out some how.
I will be back on that mountain stronger and tall,but for some reason I have to take this fall..
July 27th,2021
