How can I sit back and not say a word which caused u pain?
How come I didn’t stand up to what is right am I totally Insane?
Will anything that was before ever be,when the answer this hole time was inside me?
And not telling u how I feel only caused u to slip further away
Why did I not see it or find the right words to say?
Worried about the anger u might feel or my feelings are wrong
The truth would have set you free all along.
Now I have done what I never should do, and hear iam only thinking of you.
I know that I hurt you by letting it all go,
I can’t explain this feeling I don’t even know.
I can’t take the hurt that I pretend isn’t there,
It turns to anger and not wanting to care
I miss what was and I know it’s not all me
My choice to do what I did is not the key
I didn’t know you needed me so much
Was I selfish just wanting your touch.
I did the worst thing to mask the way I feel
To make it feel not so real
