You

Am I supposed to apologize for loving you? Do you expect me to just not feel my feelings for you? I know we were never going to end up together, but you can’t ask me not to love you. How can I not be friends with you? You are the most gentle and irresponsible person my heart has ever some across. Do you know what you have done to me? I just know that you match my soul, your kindness, your soft explaining, your ridiculous gaze at me. I wish for you to have what you wish for. I want to wrap you in a blanket of love, hug you until I make you weep because you see that I want you to be safe. Why would you want someone who agrees with your destructive behavior? I don’t want to love you and save you, I think that would scare you. But I want you to know how important and precious you are to me. I could never lose you.